if i can count and save the patience..

if the "patience" can be counted and saved

i would now have lots and lots and lots of them in my locker

some i will put in my bags

so that i can bring with me wherever i go

and today i would give some to MJ

my lecturer..

and some to the administration of this maktab

and most of the patience i keep for myself

i would just swallow them up

so that they would stay in my heart...

safe and sound

so that i can add more

when the need arise

sounds terribly, desperately, and crazily in tense, isn't it?

na....i have enough since i stepped in here

on 10th July 2006..

so what i have now is just the pieces of them

i mmm.. actually "we" have the best 2 years in UIA

where assignments, admin,lecturers, rules and regulations 

are all based on professionalism

this is not being ungrateful

but...the speak of truth..

the voice towards the irrelevance of human thinking

the assignments are over ambitious...

even beyond the capabilities of us..

but...there are good parts of it

giving a second glance to it,

make me realize..that

1000s of people want the position i have now

government is giving sum of RM to us

asking nothing in return but the good service for the children

assignments are parts of the life of students

rules and regulations are nonsense for the disobeyed-----> like me

and all of these would be the best memories of me

to talk to my future generation

and...

its the place of my origin

the reminder of me as future teacher

the teacher in the making..

so..thank you..

lets pray for our best

for my final step...

here..

p/s: the bottomline is ingat senang ke nk jadi cikgu?? i'm talking rubbish.