daydreaming

thinking of the tiresome weeks i had gone through

and also the coming weeks

i longed for a good-day rest

doing nothing but laying on bed

daydreaming,listening to songs, watching back to back episodes,

and reading favourite novels

Godbless....

the day has come!

what a peaceful mind i have..

mmm...

daydreaming..

i'm pretty really good at it

that's why

 it ihas been a constant worries of my mum

since i was little..

in a count of her as a mother..

or in a count of her as a good-at-nag mother

(sorry ma!)hihihi...

i believe that people have their own dream(s)

unachievable... or else it won't be called "dream" instead

supposed to be reality

that's what make us always dreaming of "if my dream comes true"

isn't it?

but mine is different

it's more to play pretend

you know...pretend that you're in certain situation, 

or pretend that you're in somebody else's shoes

it worries my mum because in many ways it affects my "reality"

the latest,

i asked my mum bout my youngest sister

that time, she was just coming back from town

without my sister

and i asked her

"ma...ina mane??tinggal kat kb ko?"

and my mum..

she always get panic for no reason

and for sure when i asked that 

she..without a second of logical reasoning

without a blink

certainly think that 

she without realizing left my sister at the shop..

her fair face now looking pale

thinking possibilities that might happen to her little girl

in the town alone...

and....

minutes later....

my sister came

and i said..

"haih g mane?bukan ikut ma tadi?"

she replied..

"gilo ke hape..kite baru duk kecek kat dapor tadi!"

there u are...

i've been in lots of situations, in many roles,in many movies, even songs

without me having a real experience of it

and when i grew older

the roles getting more mature..more logical

wait....more ridiculous i think!

i used to it..

that's how i imagine things when i want to draw something

i must have the complete images of things

so that i can transfer it in the paper..

when it's not real

i make it "real"

years back

i saw a picture of Persian's cat

belong to my friend

and i really really really want to have it

obviously i can't afford to

so..

i drew one

i kept it as my pet 

for 2 years

sounds crazy isn't it?

but different people interpret satisfaction

in different ways

find your own way

u'll be happy!

goodnite....muah!
haha...