a MONEY-LOVER i am..

i am money lover

yup.. a very loyal money lover indeed

but i've always find a way to make my own money

spend my own money

the greatest feeling of all

especially when i am able to give some to my parents

brother and sisters

for schooling..

i've started being money-independent at the age of 18

simply because i have 2 little sisters and a brother

that need extra money attention

and my family at that time have a hard economy crisis

my father was being cheated for several times

it involved thousands....a lot sum of money

that i would never tell anyone how much RM he lost

they took away too much, and it gave a great effect to our family at that time

the beginning of my real lesson of life...what life could give and takes

how moneys maniac people nowadays

i never asked money from my parents

wait...i've borrowed once, RM50

it happened once that no money left in my pocket, 

and i had to survive one day more before i get the allowance

i've checked in every compartment of my wallet

with a hope that i mistakenly slipped a note

that i can use to buy nasik for lunch

and there was none left..

so...i widened my search and i saw my tabung

i've collected all the coins left, make up almost rm10 in total

my wallet thickened, and one of my friends noticed it

and....she gave me her purse,

"ambikla banyak mana ko nak, ada duit nnti ganti balik. jgn bimbang"

i took rm10, for the lunch and dinner

that's how far my life goes..

and at that time, i remember having a "boyfriend"

i monkey-loved him so much, and it monkeyed my mind too

it blinds me to see he as a complete asshole

yep...
we rarely see eachother

but once we did, everything is on me..

even a glass of ice tea that cost RM1

he borrows money, top ups, and what not

and one day he left me without 24-hours notice...ceit..

hampeh btol la...

well..citer lama.let bygone be bygone...

and one day.... when i was having an examination

i remember reading a thick science notes

15 chapters if i'm not mistaken

and it came to the limit where i can't afford to go beyond

it was too stressful.. i've to do something

and i found a needle and a thread came out of nowhere

must be my roomate's

i'll try to create something, 

something that later turns out to be a flower

really, i don't know how i made it

later then i knew that it called "embroidery"

starting from that day, i learned how to embroider

which i'm intend to tell you later how i got thousands RM

from that day.....

LIFE DOESN'T JUST TAKE AWAY THINGS FROM YOU, IT GIVES IN RETURN.

to be continued....

goodnite...

mmuahh!!!euww...