all the micro & macro teaching have been done
micro teaching means- work out your lesson plan with the friends pretending themselves as children
macro teaching means-just roughly present what your lesson plan is all about
the rules is simple-do and imply
but the act out is not as easy as you see
you're 23 at least...pretend that you're 10 years younger is not easy
but we made it happened.
and today i've completed all...
the efforts, the intense, the money, the hardwork, the tears, the smile,the critiques, the comment, the defense
all mixed up...
the thing is
i never picture myself as a teacher
i never tell myself to..
because that is the responsibilities that i'm afraid of
the responsibilities that possible to be a burden
i'm afraid that i don't have the passion
afraid of newspaper's never ending news of teachers at school
i've been here for 5 years..
and now completing the final 6th
thinking of me as teacher-to-be giving me goosebumps
thinking of me as the adults scared me the most
am going to be a woman
with the responsibilities as a wife, parents, and educators
the thought is as heavy as stone
the feelings are much more heavier..
what if i'm not the mother-type woman
or a good-wife type..
how much i can stand with children's mayhem..
i know "mayhem" is such a heavy word to describe children
but try to accept the fact that not all of them are adorable
like what has been provoked in those stereotype movies
i worry much i think
let things be as they way they are..
if i meant to be a teacher
i am more than willing to serve..
if i can be like one..
i guess i get the picture of me in 10 years ahead..
more or less like this i think..
owh..plus all the wrinkles...
signs ok aging...hahaha
p/s: suddenly all the font are well rainbowed....new skills.haha!