for the tears are the most loyal friends of mine

things can go wrong in seconds

in a blink of an eye
i am very clear to that
but i'm not certain how much i can endure
how long i can keep standing

things have gone wrong so badly for me

i keep hoping that it'll be better on the next day

but it seems not

(sigh)

...........

i know this is YOUR test

people says,
YOU give some kind of hardships

to human..

and in some way it hardened their lives

for them to see

beneath all of it..

there's YOUR greatest love

and i should be grateful

i'm the chosen one

among the thousands

i know this is temporary

things will be better soon enough

but i can't no longer hold the tears

till things get better Ya Allah

just let my tears running

not because i'm weak

because i need a company to keep me strong

for the tears is only my sincere friend

that always been there when things have gone wrong

it does makes me feel better...

in a way that i can't explain why..

but it's clear to me now

my LORD

that humans are too fragile

even the closest person to you

might be the one who don't understand you the most